Avenger
09-30-2004, 09:18 PM
Alone
i am alone
people come and go but the darkness stays
slowly eating me away
my heart my person themselves are
disappearing in the darkness
smiling only masks
the pain inside me
i am slowly giving in
to the darkness
the lonelyness
i watch myself
being pushed off a ledge
into a pit of endless darkness
people watch as i fall some laugh
it hurts being alone
walking blindly
with no one there
no one to see you
cry
the darkness is waiting
for me to reach
the bottom of an endless pit
of darkness
we are born to die
i live an empty existance
filled with darkness and sadness
running on hope day by day
but it's inevitable
I can't accept the darkness
i refuse to
but i can't help myself
my lonelyness is to great
i am afraid to sleep
afraid the darkness
will eat my personality
making me a monster
with nothing but anger
then there is light
light in the in the never ending darkness
in the form of a girl
reaching out, talking to me
i reach out het out streched hand
but she hesitates
or is it i,
afraid of rejection
i watch myself slowly grab
for her hand but
i can only reach her fingertips
i falling faster
into the darkness the darkness is creaping back
back into my eyes
heart and soul
i am losing controll
spiralling into new and
different emothions
pain and lonelyness
are rushing back
devouring me faster then before
killing me slowly once before
its coming back
slowly but surely
eating me
i am afraid
i am afraid
to talk to people
afraid of certain rejection
afraid to be alone
i wish for love
to be noticed
once again
i see the light ever brighter
gliding through the darkness
towards me
i out strech my hand to her
she reaches back
i have been noticed
noticed by the one i love
suddenly the darkness goes away
and warmth fills my veins
it is a sunny day
my fear is gone
my love is here
the darkness is no more
I am free
i am alone
people come and go but the darkness stays
slowly eating me away
my heart my person themselves are
disappearing in the darkness
smiling only masks
the pain inside me
i am slowly giving in
to the darkness
the lonelyness
i watch myself
being pushed off a ledge
into a pit of endless darkness
people watch as i fall some laugh
it hurts being alone
walking blindly
with no one there
no one to see you
cry
the darkness is waiting
for me to reach
the bottom of an endless pit
of darkness
we are born to die
i live an empty existance
filled with darkness and sadness
running on hope day by day
but it's inevitable
I can't accept the darkness
i refuse to
but i can't help myself
my lonelyness is to great
i am afraid to sleep
afraid the darkness
will eat my personality
making me a monster
with nothing but anger
then there is light
light in the in the never ending darkness
in the form of a girl
reaching out, talking to me
i reach out het out streched hand
but she hesitates
or is it i,
afraid of rejection
i watch myself slowly grab
for her hand but
i can only reach her fingertips
i falling faster
into the darkness the darkness is creaping back
back into my eyes
heart and soul
i am losing controll
spiralling into new and
different emothions
pain and lonelyness
are rushing back
devouring me faster then before
killing me slowly once before
its coming back
slowly but surely
eating me
i am afraid
i am afraid
to talk to people
afraid of certain rejection
afraid to be alone
i wish for love
to be noticed
once again
i see the light ever brighter
gliding through the darkness
towards me
i out strech my hand to her
she reaches back
i have been noticed
noticed by the one i love
suddenly the darkness goes away
and warmth fills my veins
it is a sunny day
my fear is gone
my love is here
the darkness is no more
I am free