Jey
09-11-2007, 06:40 AM
Even though they may be tragic or happy or sad or glad, I want your honest opinion of my stories, this first one is just a dream I had last night, edited some for people discretion. Last but not least, all of the names have been changed to protect identeties.
1. Alica's Grave.
As the group of 3 (Stretch, Cameron, and myself) walk across the concert beach as the music played by, they enjoyed the night of party, but not all was well. Well not at a later time, they enjoyed their party of paradise, at the time. If in reality they knew what was going to happen then they would've realized the pain in their mistakes. For all people lost something that night.
"Hey let's go over to the band and watch them play" One of the girls said.
"Doesn't it get cold wearing just that suit?" I ask in reply knowing how cold it really was.
"No it's fine come on!" She yelled while pulling me towards the band, we continued through the croud and I heared a familier voice yelling my name behind me.
As I stop to turn I do see someone I knew, Wendy, someone I could even say I loved. I waited for her to come over but she turned and gestured someone else to her, my sister!
"Hey there, how've you been!?" She yelled through the people.
I could hardly speak, having not seen my sister over 14 years, she had dissapeared from my life, I never knew what happened to her, "Is this a dream!?"
"Nope, now come on sexy!" Wendy hurried me through the croud.
"What about me huh?" The girl asked.
"Sorry, these people are important to me, I might see you later," leaving it at that she left the area pissed off.
We sit on the beach talking as the band played on a water stage. For about 10 or 15 minutes all was peaceful untill Stretch came walking by with Cameron, "Whats strange Stretch is I think she was telling the truth," He then looked at me, "Hey! Did you really did that 10?"
"Yeah, what of it?" I returned a grim look towards Cameron.
"Didn't you notice the other 2 girls next to him?" Stretch asked while laughing at Cameron. Wendy and Alicia were waiting for me to respond telling them not to bother me but Stretch saw my arm around Wendy and decided to make himself feel better by making fun of me, "Hahaha! You were about to tell us-"
"Go! Now!" I yelled before they could make me feel guilty of yelling at them, then I looked at Wendy and Alicia who were laughing at Stretch now, "Unless you like being laughed at by girls."
They left as I laughed and joked with the two girls, "Hey now this is a big party we should go enjoy it more!" Wendy yelled over the loud music.
"Before you two start doing your thing, I need to talk to Jey before I forget, we'll catch up okay Wendy," she said to Wendy clearing the area of me and her, confused by what she meant I beconded for and explanation, but all she did was grab my arm and pull me away from the croud, in the direction of the forest.
"Where are we going, we're not on a date, and we definitly aren't newlyweds," I joked wanting to know what happened.
"No joking now, what I'm going to tell you will help me more than you think," She paused awaiting my okay, having gave it now she continued, "I need you to help get dad out of an enemy prison."
"Do you know what this party is for? It's for our celebration from winning the war. How could dad still be in their prison, it's not allowed," Knowing that the enemy lied to us is one thing, knowing they have our father is worse, "Let me go get Cam and Stretch."
"Okay, I'll go on ahead, you hurry up," She ran into the forest marking an arrow into a tree making it obviouse for me to follow.
I ran back and met up with Cam but couldn't find Stretch. So we left just the two of us. We hurried through the croud and soon reached to woods, having found her directions we hurried to her location, but as we arrived we found a horrible sight. Something that may have scared my life forever. All I did then was black out.
I started to wake up when I heard a voice, "Are you finnally waking up sleepy?" I think it was Stretch, "Come on talk to me!"
"Cam did-" I was interupted.
"No not yet, I'll do it later," he knew I was asking weather or not he told anyone, being smart I figured he told them I hit my head.
So as I rose I held my head just in case, "I should go," running from my tent to the cemetary, just to make sure I haven't missed it, I ran into the C's to see if she was there. I found the gravestone but the whole was empty. It really happened. The way I felt inside at that time made me want to tear myself apart into as many pieces I could.
I sat there for a few minutes and the Cam came up from a distance, "Are you going to be okay with this?"
"I'm not sure how I'm going to handle this yet, I don't even know how I take care of my pets," I pointed out the fact that I handle all things wrong in my life, this is the one thing I didn't want to mess up.
"Do you need any help?" He asked trying to be nice, he is the one guy I could ask for help and not get humiliated by.
"I think I should handle this alone, where was Stretch when we got back?" Still looking away knowing that the answer would kill me more on the inside.
"I never found out, I'll go ask, be back soon man." He left quietly.
Soon once he was out of sight I got up and started to walk around thinking of the memories I have lost. About how Alica Carrole could have been subjucated to such horrers. As I reach the forest to check her real gravesite, I notice that she is missing.
3 days later, having been held up in a tent talking to no person, Stretch and Cameron still coming in and out at their will, just no speaking. I wasn't in the mood for it. For the first time, in 3 days, I actually get up, I go to the cemetary. To veiw Alica's grave. Once I get there, I pick a bench and move it in front of Alica's grave, "The one thing that I know, I can't really say, is the thing that may ease some pain, I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed me Alica."
"Hey there, someone's getting married today! Let's all have another party!" Someone in the vicinity out of the cemetary yelled in congradulation.
"This is going to hurt even more then I though it would. Now I just await the news here, one last thing I'm going to tell you, I'm going to miss you Alica, no matter how long I may be gone, just always know, I will never stop missing you." I gave my goodbye and a few minutes later Cameron arrived behind me.
"Hey, that's where you are," He sat down with a troubled look on his face, "You should know."
"I already heard the news, so who was it?" I asked in complete innocence.
"It was Stretch and Wendy," he answered with no hesitation, he knew that if I was told later, I would be even more hurt that before, "You should know one more thing though, They had no idea what was going on, it's not your fault, I should have known you needed your space, but when I was going to tell them, I couldn't. I'm sorry for all of your losses."
"I'm not going to repeat myself. I only lost one person in the past 3 days, and that's someone I wished I could live my life with, the other is not a loss, but rather, mishandling. It's my fault and I plan to take responsibility." I said this with such aguish that Cameron got up and left.
Not much later, probably a few hours, Wendy came by, with tears falling out of her eyes, "I'm sorry, I didn-"
"This wasn't you was it? Then don't worry, it's not your fault she's dead. It's mine," I ended the apologies as fast as I could to avoid the tear jerking emotions. I could hardy help from crying the whole time, "I do have one question, how could you?"
She looked at me in such dissaray that the she almost starting crying again, "Because you had your chance!" She was speaking out of anger again, "Because you were to busy acting like a 12 year old girl that I wanted-"
"What you wanted and what I wanted are completly one in the same, I just had to fulfill a promise to my sister, I don't care what you do now, I'm going to stay here with Alica." I finished and promptly put myself in an ignoring mood.
"She was... Oh my god, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." She felt so bad that she just left me to my sorrows, for me to wallow in my own pain. So there I was content to stay.
1. Alica's Grave.
As the group of 3 (Stretch, Cameron, and myself) walk across the concert beach as the music played by, they enjoyed the night of party, but not all was well. Well not at a later time, they enjoyed their party of paradise, at the time. If in reality they knew what was going to happen then they would've realized the pain in their mistakes. For all people lost something that night.
"Hey let's go over to the band and watch them play" One of the girls said.
"Doesn't it get cold wearing just that suit?" I ask in reply knowing how cold it really was.
"No it's fine come on!" She yelled while pulling me towards the band, we continued through the croud and I heared a familier voice yelling my name behind me.
As I stop to turn I do see someone I knew, Wendy, someone I could even say I loved. I waited for her to come over but she turned and gestured someone else to her, my sister!
"Hey there, how've you been!?" She yelled through the people.
I could hardly speak, having not seen my sister over 14 years, she had dissapeared from my life, I never knew what happened to her, "Is this a dream!?"
"Nope, now come on sexy!" Wendy hurried me through the croud.
"What about me huh?" The girl asked.
"Sorry, these people are important to me, I might see you later," leaving it at that she left the area pissed off.
We sit on the beach talking as the band played on a water stage. For about 10 or 15 minutes all was peaceful untill Stretch came walking by with Cameron, "Whats strange Stretch is I think she was telling the truth," He then looked at me, "Hey! Did you really did that 10?"
"Yeah, what of it?" I returned a grim look towards Cameron.
"Didn't you notice the other 2 girls next to him?" Stretch asked while laughing at Cameron. Wendy and Alicia were waiting for me to respond telling them not to bother me but Stretch saw my arm around Wendy and decided to make himself feel better by making fun of me, "Hahaha! You were about to tell us-"
"Go! Now!" I yelled before they could make me feel guilty of yelling at them, then I looked at Wendy and Alicia who were laughing at Stretch now, "Unless you like being laughed at by girls."
They left as I laughed and joked with the two girls, "Hey now this is a big party we should go enjoy it more!" Wendy yelled over the loud music.
"Before you two start doing your thing, I need to talk to Jey before I forget, we'll catch up okay Wendy," she said to Wendy clearing the area of me and her, confused by what she meant I beconded for and explanation, but all she did was grab my arm and pull me away from the croud, in the direction of the forest.
"Where are we going, we're not on a date, and we definitly aren't newlyweds," I joked wanting to know what happened.
"No joking now, what I'm going to tell you will help me more than you think," She paused awaiting my okay, having gave it now she continued, "I need you to help get dad out of an enemy prison."
"Do you know what this party is for? It's for our celebration from winning the war. How could dad still be in their prison, it's not allowed," Knowing that the enemy lied to us is one thing, knowing they have our father is worse, "Let me go get Cam and Stretch."
"Okay, I'll go on ahead, you hurry up," She ran into the forest marking an arrow into a tree making it obviouse for me to follow.
I ran back and met up with Cam but couldn't find Stretch. So we left just the two of us. We hurried through the croud and soon reached to woods, having found her directions we hurried to her location, but as we arrived we found a horrible sight. Something that may have scared my life forever. All I did then was black out.
I started to wake up when I heard a voice, "Are you finnally waking up sleepy?" I think it was Stretch, "Come on talk to me!"
"Cam did-" I was interupted.
"No not yet, I'll do it later," he knew I was asking weather or not he told anyone, being smart I figured he told them I hit my head.
So as I rose I held my head just in case, "I should go," running from my tent to the cemetary, just to make sure I haven't missed it, I ran into the C's to see if she was there. I found the gravestone but the whole was empty. It really happened. The way I felt inside at that time made me want to tear myself apart into as many pieces I could.
I sat there for a few minutes and the Cam came up from a distance, "Are you going to be okay with this?"
"I'm not sure how I'm going to handle this yet, I don't even know how I take care of my pets," I pointed out the fact that I handle all things wrong in my life, this is the one thing I didn't want to mess up.
"Do you need any help?" He asked trying to be nice, he is the one guy I could ask for help and not get humiliated by.
"I think I should handle this alone, where was Stretch when we got back?" Still looking away knowing that the answer would kill me more on the inside.
"I never found out, I'll go ask, be back soon man." He left quietly.
Soon once he was out of sight I got up and started to walk around thinking of the memories I have lost. About how Alica Carrole could have been subjucated to such horrers. As I reach the forest to check her real gravesite, I notice that she is missing.
3 days later, having been held up in a tent talking to no person, Stretch and Cameron still coming in and out at their will, just no speaking. I wasn't in the mood for it. For the first time, in 3 days, I actually get up, I go to the cemetary. To veiw Alica's grave. Once I get there, I pick a bench and move it in front of Alica's grave, "The one thing that I know, I can't really say, is the thing that may ease some pain, I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed me Alica."
"Hey there, someone's getting married today! Let's all have another party!" Someone in the vicinity out of the cemetary yelled in congradulation.
"This is going to hurt even more then I though it would. Now I just await the news here, one last thing I'm going to tell you, I'm going to miss you Alica, no matter how long I may be gone, just always know, I will never stop missing you." I gave my goodbye and a few minutes later Cameron arrived behind me.
"Hey, that's where you are," He sat down with a troubled look on his face, "You should know."
"I already heard the news, so who was it?" I asked in complete innocence.
"It was Stretch and Wendy," he answered with no hesitation, he knew that if I was told later, I would be even more hurt that before, "You should know one more thing though, They had no idea what was going on, it's not your fault, I should have known you needed your space, but when I was going to tell them, I couldn't. I'm sorry for all of your losses."
"I'm not going to repeat myself. I only lost one person in the past 3 days, and that's someone I wished I could live my life with, the other is not a loss, but rather, mishandling. It's my fault and I plan to take responsibility." I said this with such aguish that Cameron got up and left.
Not much later, probably a few hours, Wendy came by, with tears falling out of her eyes, "I'm sorry, I didn-"
"This wasn't you was it? Then don't worry, it's not your fault she's dead. It's mine," I ended the apologies as fast as I could to avoid the tear jerking emotions. I could hardy help from crying the whole time, "I do have one question, how could you?"
She looked at me in such dissaray that the she almost starting crying again, "Because you had your chance!" She was speaking out of anger again, "Because you were to busy acting like a 12 year old girl that I wanted-"
"What you wanted and what I wanted are completly one in the same, I just had to fulfill a promise to my sister, I don't care what you do now, I'm going to stay here with Alica." I finished and promptly put myself in an ignoring mood.
"She was... Oh my god, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." She felt so bad that she just left me to my sorrows, for me to wallow in my own pain. So there I was content to stay.